What you seek in others is what you have not yet been able to acknowledge within yourself. You desire for others to see your greatness, because you have yet not been able to accept your own greatness. You believe that if others can see it in you, that will be proof that it is in fact there. By placing this burden on proof on others you are safeguarding yourself against the social shame of believing to highly of yourself. If others can do this for you, you get to be both the greatness and the humility that you believe is the correct form.
But don’t you see how you kneeling to societal standards is the very rejection of your own inner greatness? You are giving away your power to outside forces, for them to judge who you are, and to judge your worth. You must decide for yourself who you are, and then watch that decision grow in your outside reality. The choice must come from within before you can see the reflection outside of you.
Any inner change is always what guides the outside conditions. As you change your perception of who you are, your vibration creates a void of sorts in your outside reality. The first outside reaction to this change in vibration is to remove what no longer is a match to your vibration. Notice that the first reaction is not a bringing forward of new conditions, but rather a removal of the old that do not match you anymore. This removal of the old will often create fear in you, because you interpret it as loss. This fear slows down the next steps in the outside creation, until you have accepted this perceived loss and again raised your vibration into the vibration of acceptance of what is. From this newfound acceptance of what is you will then allow the Universe to fill in the void of what has been removed, and start adding energy to match your new and higher vibration.
The first outside change that occurs when you shift, is a change that often is perceived as loss. The removal of what no longer matches you is a cleaning out of energetic conditions that are no longer needed. In this process, if you can stay open and accepting to what is happening, and chose to not perceive these changes as losses, you will allow the process to go ahead as needed without introducing fear. When you then allow the process, the new energies will be evident in your outside conditions. As each new item is introduced you will have a re-calibration of your own energy as you either accept or reject what has come into your reality. If you cannot see how this new energetic addition is wanted and what you have asked for through your desires, you will react with fear, and the process once again slows down. As soon as you have changed your perspective, usually through experience, you then allow the process to go on. Each new energetic addition creates this same process within you, as you align to your new outside condition. This is why the outside process is slower than the process that happens purely within you. The outside conditions reintroduce the fear reaction to you, and you will have to further cement or slow down the changes through your acceptance or lack of acceptance of what is happening outside. This is a test of sorts, to make sure that the changes within are really viable, and that you are able to keep to this new vibration.
Sometimes you will create internal changes that you are not able to vibrationally hold for a longer period of time. It is like you are calling in new changes in your outside conditions, and as they move closer to you, you are unable to hold the vibration. As you are unable to hold the new vibration the attraction stops, and you now change more in steps as opposed to the instant change you at first held within you. These gradual changes are easier for you to hold. Your reality will change, but incrementally and slower, in order for you to align and adjust your beliefs to match the higher vibrations that will be coming to you in your future now moments. Through this process of step by step holding higher vibrations, you are adjusting your beliefs, step by step, in order to get to that same high vibing place that you held for a shorter time. You now realign to these energies that you once felt within you, and you make the journey switching from within focus to outside focus. You let the outside conditions reinforce your vibration, and once you have aligned in a more stable way, you again charter into new territory. This dance between within changes and outside changes is a vibrational adjustment that allows you to create, although you hold fear and resistance within you. It is a process that is easier for you, as it gives you the delay of physical manifestation needed in order for you to create a love based reality as opposed to the more fearful reality that you would create with instant manifestation. Instant manifestation requires a more pure love focused vibration, and that can be difficult to hold for a longer period of time. This process of a continual switch between inside and outside focus allows you to process the next step of fear before the next step manifestation of your desires.
As you ascend into higher vibrations, your manifestation will become quicker and easier. The reduction of fear within you in every shift, will lessen the need for adjustment to your outside changes, as these changes will no longer create the same reactions of fear within you. The current delay has a purpose, and is to your advantage at the current step in your process, but this will change as you move into more love and less fear. At each step in your ascension journey you will discover your true nature of acceptance, and this will in turn change your outside conditions to match your energy. Allow for the outside world to change to match your inner changes, and the more you can hold the vibration of love, the quicker your outside reality will change to match your new Being.